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solitudes. What may not be expected in a country of eternal light? I |
may there discover the wondrous power which attracts the needle and may |
regulate a thousand celestial observations that require only this |
voyage to render their seeming eccentricities consistent for ever. I |
shall satiate my ardent curiosity with the sight of a part of the world |
never before visited, and may tread a land never before imprinted by |
the foot of man. These are my enticements, and they are sufficient to |
conquer all fear of danger or death and to induce me to commence this |
laborious voyage with the joy a child feels when he embarks in a little |
boat, with his holiday mates, on an expedition of discovery up his |
native river. But supposing all these conjectures to be false, you |
cannot contest the inestimable benefit which I shall confer on all |
mankind, to the last generation, by discovering a passage near the pole |
to those countries, to reach which at present so many months are |
requisite; or by ascertaining the secret of the magnet, which, if at |
all possible, can only be effected by an undertaking such as mine. |
These reflections have dispelled the agitation with which I began my |
letter, and I feel my heart glow with an enthusiasm which elevates me |
to heaven, for nothing contributes so much to tranquillise the mind as |
a steady purpose—a point on which the soul may fix its intellectual |
eye. This expedition has been the favourite dream of my early years. I |
have read with ardour the accounts of the various voyages which have |
been made in the prospect of arriving at the North Pacific Ocean |
through the seas which surround the pole. You may remember that a |
history of all the voyages made for purposes of discovery composed the |
whole of our good Uncle Thomas’ library. My education was neglected, |
yet I was passionately fond of reading. These volumes were my study |
day and night, and my familiarity with them increased that regret which |
I had felt, as a child, on learning that my father’s dying injunction |
had forbidden my uncle to allow me to embark in a seafaring life. |
These visions faded when I perused, for the first time, those poets |
whose effusions entranced my soul and lifted it to heaven. I also |
became a poet and for one year lived in a paradise of my own creation; |
I imagined that I also might obtain a niche in the temple where the |
names of Homer and Shakespeare are consecrated. You are well |
acquainted with my failure and how heavily I bore the disappointment. |
But just at that time I inherited the fortune of my cousin, and my |
thoughts were turned into the channel of their earlier bent. |
Six years have passed since I resolved on my present undertaking. I |
can, even now, remember the hour from which I dedicated myself to this |
great enterprise. I commenced by inuring my body to hardship. I |
accompanied the whale-fishers on several expeditions to the North Sea; |
I voluntarily endured cold, famine, thirst, and want of sleep; I often |
worked harder than the common sailors during the day and devoted my |
nights to the study of mathematics, the theory of medicine, and those |
branches of physical science from which a naval adventurer might derive |
the greatest practical advantage. Twice I actually hired myself as an |
under-mate in a Greenland whaler, and acquitted myself to admiration. I |
must own I felt a little proud when my captain offered me the second |
dignity in the vessel and entreated me to remain with the greatest |
earnestness, so valuable did he consider my services. |
And now, dear Margaret, do I not deserve to accomplish some great purpose? |
My life might have been passed in ease and luxury, but I preferred glory to |
every enticement that wealth placed in my path. Oh, that some encouraging |
voice would answer in the affirmative! My courage and my resolution is |
firm; but my hopes fluctuate, and my spirits are often depressed. I am |
about to proceed on a long and difficult voyage, the emergencies of which |
will demand all my fortitude: I am required not only to raise the spirits |
of others, but sometimes to sustain my own, when theirs are failing. |
This is the most favourable period for travelling in Russia. They fly |
quickly over the snow in their sledges; the motion is pleasant, and, in |
my opinion, far more agreeable than that of an English stagecoach. The |
cold is not excessive, if you are wrapped in furs—a dress which I have |
already adopted, for there is a great difference between walking the |
deck and remaining seated motionless for hours, when no exercise |
prevents the blood from actually freezing in your veins. I have no |
ambition to lose my life on the post-road between St. Petersburgh and |
Archangel. |
I shall depart for the latter town in a fortnight or three weeks; and my |
intention is to hire a ship there, which can easily be done by paying the |
insurance for the owner, and to engage as many sailors as I think necessary |
among those who are accustomed to the whale-fishing. I do not intend to |
sail until the month of June; and when shall I return? Ah, dear sister, how |
can I answer this question? If I succeed, many, many months, perhaps years, |
will pass before you and I may meet. If I fail, you will see me again soon, |
or never. |
Farewell, my dear, excellent Margaret. Heaven shower down blessings on you, |
and save me, that I may again and again testify my gratitude for all your |
love and kindness. |
Your affectionate brother, |
R. Walton |
Letter 2 |
_To Mrs. Saville, England._ |
Archangel, 28th March, 17—. |
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